so i just woke up from coughing non-stop in the night and i find myself having the hardest time sleeping. feeling restless, i find myself unable to do much as time is slowly ticking away. it seems as if time is slipping from my hands, and i can't really do anything about it. there are so many things i would like to do, but i can't because of my condition. at the same time, i still try to make the most of every opportunity and moment i get. i am reminded of how much life is appreciated and that it needs to be used to the fullest. being healthy is such a blessing... truly, to be able to wake up every morning with no physical problems is such a blessing. and life is a gift from God because we are able to live out the present from the past or future. i just can't wait to get back up on my feet and finally start the new year and quarter.